Real Life
Tends to be full of ups and downs, twists and turns, taking a few steps back before going forward again. This is where I am at. Realizing that I've fallen into survival mode instead of thriving mode. It feels like it will take me a bit to get back on track. It's time to look at my Authentic Life Plan again and remember what my core priorities are. I'm so thankful that I have that printed out so I can refer to it when I get into the mindset of "who cares". So how did I find myself in survival mode? I think it started when I stopped doing my Scripture Writing while on my 25th anniversary getaway. I started doing things in my own strength. Was it pride? Did I momentarily think I "had it all together" somehow? That's kinda laughable, but maybe... Here's the thing though. I let my spiritual armour get rusty. Oh sure I still had discernment, but when it's not balanced with Abba's love, it turns into judgement. Instead of praying over people and...